While my childhood memories are few and far between, I still remember an Easy Bake Oven. At 11 years of age my Mother had already told me to act like a boy, but I never could. She bought me a mini-bike to try to cure my feminminiy and when that wouldn't work she bought me a Moped so I could cruise the streets! I tried to please my family, but I was never much of a boy. I felt differently from the other boys that I knew. The other boys didn't treat me very well either. One of my neighbor boys even grabbed my head and smashed it into the handle bar of that Moped, taking a big chip off of one of my front teeth!
In private I would borrow my sister's girl toys, but there was no way I could ever borrow that Easy Bake Oven! She would miss it too easily! One time she did let me bake a cookie in it though and I had the most fun! My sister had many toys that I would have gladly traded for if she liked my boy toys, but she didn't.
There were Barbie Makeup Heads, Sewing and Crochet kits, Doll Houses! I watched my sister, in envy, as she  played with those toys, but not for long, because one of the neighbor boys was always hasseling me to ride my Moped. So I was a girly girl from a very young age. Back then I could not understand why I was different from other boys.
Mom sent me to Cub Scouts, Webelos and then Boy Scouts, but none of those organizations interested me. She signed me up at the Boy's Club and I hated having to go. As I grew up I entered the Delayed Entry Program with the Navy. Guess I was trying to act like a Man and not let Mother down. I wish she had told me I was born Intersex, but she made the best choice that she could, I suppose. I could have been her first Daughter had she chose Girl.
Forty years would go by with me thinking I was just a "nice guy". At age 46 my second wife and soul mate gently guided and introduced me to Feminination. Since then "the  journey that I started tangled up with growth. Star dusted trails I followed now they are no more. Walking steadily seemed so clear to me. Stumbled but I didn't fall. Never saw the crystal ball."

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